When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight
These roads never seem so long
Since your paperheart start beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?
Who's gonna call on sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violence become my only friends
August evenings
Bring solemn warnings
To remember to kiss the ones you love goodnight
You never know what simpleties may bring
Laugh and love free and sing
When life is in discord
Praising the lord
Who's gonna call on sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violence become my only friends
I thought you said forever
Over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints and violence become my only friends
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
These thoughts run through my head
Haha. funny lyrics. paperthin hymn by anberlin. these lyrics somehow seem faintly familiar.
I like Bat Country by Avenged Sevenfold.
I have this dying urge to play soccer.
at this rate i'll destroy my room with the numerous collisions between my soccer ball and the things in my room. how appropriate, my room already looks like a tsuname-hit disaster area anyway.
I feel the strong urge to destroy something. like, really destroy something beyond recognition. please do not stand in my way for i fear your safety. :D
People are hypocrites. i don't dare deny that i'm not one myself, for i cannot tell.
sometimes it's the subconscious. but of course, many of us know already that blaming the subconscious is merely an excuse. surely, you could maybe pay more attention and put your mind to something, and maybe you won't have to blame your f-ing subconscious anymore.
one thing's for sure, don't say one thing and mean another. straightforwardness is appreciated.
anyway, HA. today was another random day. as usual.
tuition was rather slack. haha. i actually got praised. wow.
haha.
anyway, basically wasted the day away. went to marche with family+cousin pam for dinner. got a random call from EE, asking if i was free for dinner. ended up he joined me and my family for dinner, HAHA.
so random, usually i don't bring my ez-link card and cash when i go out with my parents. randomly, today i brought both.
i was half lucky today. well, i didn't bring my house key and IC.
the first meant that i couldn't be back at 12, and the second meant we couldn't play pool (which i didn't know required my stupid pink IC).
well, walked around marina looking at cool sports stuff like shirts and equipment. then went to bishan hoping to get milkshake from macs. but turns out the milkshake was sold out. poor EE. HAHA.
we then went on to explore 7-11, where we bought 2 bottles of pepsi gold. it was on offer, 2 bottles for 2 bucks. how could we resist? (:
yeap we basically split up after that. haha. i reached home at a record time of 10.40. the earliest time i've ever been home the entire holidays. XD
tomorrow have s.n.a.p camp. dunno if i'm staying over though. i guess time will decide for me tomorrow.
dunno lah.
life is so complicated! if only everything could be simple.
blame science, and our constant pursuit for knowledge. which makes everything now so complicated. ah.
i'm still quite annoyed about yesterday when i sat on a opened chili sauce thing. then i got some on my WHITE pants. looks like i pooped or something. ah well.
life sucks, life really sucks!
was looking through my archives the other day.
really, really depressing.
all the little stupid words i leave at the end of my blog entries. i guess looking at them only make me feel worse about myself.
HA.
what an idiot.
referring to myself btw...
if only i could board a train to nowhere
maybe land up in russia or poland
i guess i need to be somewhere faraway where i don't know anyone
far far away
from all the distraction...
maybe at that somewhere far away i could use the stillness to reflect and think.
damn, all the distractions.
and the stupid fast-paced life doesn't help one bit.
I AM NOT SLOW BTW.
i am WOLS = opposite of slow = fast.
eat this, EE!
ah. i am kinda half awake now, i don't know half the things i'm saying to myself. i need to play soccer =/ i really need to play soccer...
the sweetness will not be concerned with me...
ha.
are you listening?
are you listening?