what the heck.
i shouldn't even be freaking blogging now
but i am :D
i haven't stepped out of my house, or rather, my room since thursday after coming back from school. aside from 3 meals a day, the rest of the day is spent on, believe it or not, my bed. i study on my bed, yes, my humble resting ground.
condusive for learning? who gives a damn. i'm going crazy.
i need fresh air.
and besides
it's not like i've spent all that time mugging
god knows what i've been doing since thursday
yes, i've mugged
enough? i don't know
properly? i don't know!
i don't want a repeat of my feat last year this time...
dammit i slept at 3am last night watching tv.
HA, terminator 3. arnold schwarzenneger or whatever. i found the movie rather amusing actually, but rather bland.
OH WAIT. aren't i supposed to be burying my face in books now
i'm really going crazy...cramming up in my room is taking its toll on my mind
i need that breath of fresh air
almost immediately
i cannot spend that much time cropped up in confinement with only endless piles of notes and books for companions
it feels like...a prison cell
only worse
because i don't even know the purpose of my suffering
did i commit a crime to deserve this confinement?
i've never skipped school...(for no justified reason...sort of!)
i've never beaten up a teacher
i've never scolded lee kuan yew
what else leh?
and it's not like i've finished everything. heck, i've not started on history, geography, language arts... i've read through the sciences but my memory is kinda saturated and not absorbing.
dammit...the confinement of my room is really not helping
i keep thinking that one day the four walls will come crashing down on me, engulfing me in this hell...
i foresee a future GP essay topic.
"exams have a negative psychological impact on SINGAPOREAN students" and maybe criticise our education system. or maybe you could just narrow it down to the institutional level, rather than national. but still, both have problems.
WHAT THE HECK LAH. 9 papers in 3 days is really hilarious, really. big joke, real funny.
apart of the fact that i don't think i can finish studying (which you could say is my fault), having to cram 3 papers in a day is quite ridiculous and absurd, don't you think? talk about student welfare...
i used to think this was kiddy, till i came here.
"say people, say yourself"
seriously? you tell us that we need good study habits and stuff. but it takes two to clap, really.
really.