i'm supposed to be feeling better
but i'm feeling worse.
i'd like to swear,
i'd like to curse.
if you're feeling down,
if you're feeling out,
don't give a damn.
go ahead and shout.
assesment week
you go and die
assesment week
CHAO CHEE B4I!
screw my paper
screw my ass
screw my paper
hope for the best.
well by right i should've felt better. should've felt great.
somehow it doesn't. is there something wrong with me?
perhaps there is.
after all
i'm abnormal =/
i'm not average.
i'm below average.
i won't elaborate.
i think i'm weird.
this post may especially seem weird.
perhaps i blog for personal entertainment.
i shouldn't even be wasting time here.
i should be studying.
the keyword? SHOULD.
no mood to do any studying
especially with the stupid chem papers and chinese paper i had today.
ruined EVERYTHING.
i keep telling people not to think so much about papers that were over.
but i myself still think about papers that were over.
even the bloody 4 papers for mid year last year...all of which i failed..miserably...
but anyway.
all the best for our last 2 papers tomorrow.
then after that,
everything will not be alright.
friday is probably the only time i'd pray about something.
but please keep her safe
place her in good hands
and make sure everything turns out fine.
please ensure her safety
i promise i'll..er....not swear for 5 whole minutes or something like that.
just...make sure nothing wrong happens...
i hope for the best.
till friday,
<3