a spell for instant disaster. sorry colin.
just got back from softball camp last night. it was a blast.
well we kicked off with PT after hanging out at the D dunno doing what. touch football ah. hahaha.
well we ran in the rain, 8 rounds. well the weather kinda sucks don't you think, with all the crap global warming and all. its been raining non-stop today btw.
anyway, i'm quite contented with myself that i can still do my 4 pull-ups. sorry but yeah its kinda like a great achievement for me in terms of personal standard so screw anyone else who laughs at this.
well, after that we went out for dinner at curry wok. great food, great price. thats all i can say. and where else do you get free flow of lime juice and neverending rice? this is not an advertisement. this is THE REAL THING.
anyway, on the way back it rained again. wei liang kept laughing at me because i stepped into many big puddles and my pants were all wet. VERY FUNNY HUH. anyway we watched 'league of our own' for mental training. quite a funny movie, i've seen it before on AXN.
anyway, we played indian poker all night. wait let me gloat on this moment...
I DIDNT LOSE A SINGLE GAME OF INDIAN POKER ALL CAMP. that night during our 18-rounds, i was the only one to keep a clean sheet okay. and gerard james is really unlucky.
i guess i should believe in karma, because he had constant bad luck. that day after PT, in the shower, he pissed in the shower downstream. he could hold back his piss. wtf. suddenly in the shower he said 'do you see anything yellow' and like WTF i suddenly saw BUBBLES. and neither of us were soaping at that moment i think, and those were TEENY TINY BUBBLES. yes. disgusting. shall not elaborate further.
so yeah, GO KARMA. ;D
anyway, the next day during training my total90 boots SPOILED. the front sole got giant hole and water seeped in. for my left boot. well, after training i could see the difference in colour between the 2 boots. after training, in the shower, something unpleasant happened involving choy. i especially do not wish to comment further. go ask reggie, he got the full blast ;D
well that day we went bt timah plaza for lunch at KFC and went back to school after that. played captain's ball with an american football. real fun. played floorball after that. LET ME SAY THIS. i scored one point for captain's ball which was kinda pathetic, haha. but i did score ;D
and for floorball we scored 3 as a team, the 2nd goal was scored by me (:
we were 3-1 down. we ended the game 3-3. WOOHOO.
anyway, after that the team went to kap for ice cream, reggie's treat. but i couldnt go, had to go back for dinner to celebrate mum's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUM (i posted this late)
thanks for..being my mum. definitely a difficult task itself indeed. i'll save words for another time, because i don't know where to start. haha.
ok now for the next part of my post. (if you thought my post ended there, sucks to you ;D)
well, lets not beat around the bush. i'll go straight to the point.
i don't really like IP. i'm sure you've probably heard these words coming out of my mouth before. its not the subjects, frankly speaking i'm fine with the curriculum other than the bloody double-period sciences. and the fact that the scholars are kinda ownage.
well i find it hard for someone like me to continue to strive in njcip. you know what i hate? the environment. for someone like me, i don't have many friends in ip. i don't really mix around much, not as much as last time. well let me be honest, i don't like the people in ip. yes. really.
i won't mention names, its not nice. i know what i am, a misfit in ip. and really, its not easy being the stupidest guy in class. in a class with 4 guy scholars and 2 smartasses, i guess it leaves me at the bottom. but thats not the only part i don't really like.
well it is my fault for being stupid, but c'mon does everyone need to rub it in and make it so obvious? I KNOW ALREADY. thanks alot.
ok next point.
why are so many people in ip so fake. i mean, you wanna be fake alright don't go on making it so obvious to the whole world. and yeah i guess if the rest of the world finds out, you're pretty much disliked by everyone. i mean, why be fake. why can't people just be themselves? is it that hard to just be yourself, be normal at least? why feel so insecure about yourself that you have to hide your flaws? why back-stab?
how do you even sleep at night, don't you people have a conscience? i guess not.
lastly, but really there are many more things i dislike. i'm just running short of time.
grades. grades are everything? ridiculous but true, if you're in njcip. to everyone, grades come above everything else. friends? heck screw friends, who needs friends when you've got grades? grades are your new best friend, eh? yes. so who needs friends, when you've got grades?
truth is, in the real world, friends are actually important. sometimes when you give up on yourself, your friends don't. they support you and pull you up when you fall down.
do grades do that? oh, look, my A+ will help me when my pet dog died, my A will cheer me up when a relative passes away or something. yes i'm sure, so yes, grades are everything, are they not?
its really frustrating to be in such a competitive environment. all everyone thinks about is beating everyone else. is that so important to you?
well frankly speaking i don't give a damn what you think about me after i post this, because this is what i really feel. its been a horrible experience at certain points in time. i don't really like going to school anymore, i've lost my motivation.
and if you've read my post till this point, i really salute you. either you're someone who really cares about what i think, or you're just out to look for flaws in my grammar, thoughts and ideas, i don't really care.
to anyone who matches what i've mentioned above, go ponder about it. if you even read blogs.
and i'm not referring to anyone in particular, so don't worry.
the following lines are quite anti-climatic.
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love is when you cry when she's sad,
you bleed when she's cut,
you smile when she's happy.