ah. still trying to recover from last night's severe lack of sleep LOL. colin stayed over..last minute. yesterday was really damn funny. met him at plaza sing....movie was kinda out of the question..was really quite late. so we walked around, as usual went to world of sports. LOL. dunno. maybe its just that it always seems sports shops keep beckoning us to come.
anyway we went to 7-11 to buy combo 5 (shiok lah.) and i kinda made a mess after he asked me if can help refill while he went to take the crazy hottis thing. then i kinda made a few small puddles all over the place. sorry 7-11 plaza singapura.
anyway, then we discovered some secret place in dhoby ghaut mrt. was damn shiok. played winning 11 and nfsu2 on x-box for about one hour. then decided to go j8 to check if got movie timings, which were also kinda out of the question.
yeah so we basically wandered aimlessly. the toilets in j8 are pretty dirty...maybe its just at that time of the day. shit and piss all over the place...i didnt even dare take a poop there man.
haha we went to 7-11 j8 and even more rubbish happened. i shall be nice and censor whatever it is for the benefit of younger readers.
from next month onwards i can do anything NC-16...sounds good. sucks to everyone who's still 15 after next month HAHA.
ok back to the point. hmm so we kinda walked around and talked crap as usual, best denki again. but didnt meet anyone random.
OH YES WE DID MEET RANDOM PEOPLE TODAY. ran into james and scott and some others..i didnt see their faces. my eyes were kinda glued to the television (was playing xbox.)
anyway, we took a bus back to my house. on the way home decided to go do pull ups. die. we both deprove by quite a bit. need to train, need to train.
anyway basically stayed up all night. before watching soccer, we watched
AMERICAN PIE: THE WEDDING.
its some funny shit, really. and its not that porno..most of it is just plain comedy. i would still watch it even if it was the PG-13 or G-rated one. its really funny, and yeah. quite a nice movie. tells us, surprisingly, that love isn't all about sex. yes quite surprisingly an R-21 movie, that was what i derived as a message from the movie. oh well. it was just..really stupid at some parts. HAHAHA.
ok so we went on to watch soccer. made alot of stupid comments like which soccer player we think is gay and everything. quite stupid lah. HAHAHAHA.
anyway, had to go off in the morning, so he went home too. believe it or not i had less than 2 hours of sleep. dammit. got tuition later in the day. and we ate chips and sipped coke at 2am. i've got some phlegm in my throat now. feels really..weird.
haha holidays are coming to an end soon. what have you accomplished from this long break from school? done anything meaningful, any self-improvement? these are the kind of questions you should be asking yourself at the end of the holidays, as well as coming to the new year, make a new year resolution. keep it. your life would be more meaningful then (maybe-no promises.), you'd probably be a better person too.
well the rest of this entry is for jem.
hey man. i kinda understand what you're going through, i hope. its not easy, i know. and i think you kinda feel it sucks. some things can't be helped, they just happen like that and sometimes refuse to go away. life's like that, sometimes things like that happens at times when we least want and need it. but also, sometimes its about perception. you're a christian. well i guess everything happens for a reason and your god probably planned this for you with something in mind.
you can choose not to believe what i'm saying, i'm in no right to talk about god's plans for you because i'm not a christian myself. what i'm saying is, i still believe at least MOST things happen for a reason. try and look at it from a different angle. running away from a problem is not gonna solve it.
maybe if you looked at it from a different angle, you could move on and get rid of the problem more easily? if you need help, you know who to look for.
i hope you know that i'm referring to me =/ yeah. i'm here for you lah, i can listen to whatever you have to say, whatever you want to say, whatever help you need i will try my best to give. you need any advice, anything just let me know. and even if you just need someone to talk to, hello. i'm here.
well, understand that part of being a friend is not just to help others but also let others help you. i.e your friends like me. so yes, don't hesitate to approach me if you need anything, i'm just a call or an sms away. you have my number i presume.
do take care, maybe if you didn't think so much about it, maybe occupy yourself with fifamanager06, it might just work :D
life is full of shit. its up to people like us to flush that shit away.
and i'm always willing to pick up your poop, anytime
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slit my throat,
and fuck the wound.