dammit.
my dad is crazy already.
today,i forgot my p.e attire while he drove around 200m away from the house.i suddenly said 'oh,i forgot to bring my p.e attire.' he went mad ok.
'rahh rahh rahh....and went on to talk on how i forgot that and somehow one of the reasons was because i 'didnt study for my exams get these kinda results' blahblahblah! i cant take it anymore man.somehow everything i do wrong is related to me doing badly for tests.
oh yeahh,as he scolded me over the trigo quiz, he was like 'you purposely never make any consultation appointments so you can fail right? purposely want to fail right?' bloody hell.what the kfcu is his problem man.
DOESNT HE EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.
as if i felt happy for failing lah.did i look like i was going to commemorate another failure?NO
and even as i felt like crap,he had to go make me feel worse.
ok.i've made up my mind.
from today.i shall avoid any conversation with my dad.perhaps he would then forget about speaking to me then.life would be perfect.
its like.i see my parents for less than 4 hours a day.
and he scold scold scold like he spends the whole day at home and knows what i do the whole day.does he?does he? NO.
nevermind,i shall keep to my vow.
and now to go on to what happened today. oh,just read the next entry, i think this is too long.
i'll be just fine.pretending i'm not.