three strikes:

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

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look at the title.that is basically all i can say at this point in time about what has happened. its hard to describe how i feel right now.

assesment week.
basically my mid years are gone case,i have no results to my name.NOTHING.my parents have lost their trust in me.i have lost hope in myself.there's nothing i can do already.forget it man.i don't wanna talk about it.

problems and disagreements with my parents.
my dad just doesn't know how i feel.full stop.


currently,i'm just a wreck.my mind is just a mess.

a rush of problems just piling up on me non-stop in such a short period of time.i'm really lost for thoughts,lost for actions,lost for words,i'm just plain

LOST.

thankfully there's training tomorrow to take my mind off everything.all the pressure.stress.problems.hopefully there would be training forever.but i know its impossible.nevermind.forget it.

bye.

words of wisdom at... |10:20 PM|

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